26 January, 2012

sadness is a blessing


i've been really sick right after i got back to germany, but i used that time to re-discover new and old artists.
this is one of the playlists i created - my own cure to sadness.
i always feel like putting on sad songs, whenever i feel sad. that makes me get into an even sadder situation and then voilà i feel better afterwards.
like it would be a journey into the depth of my heart and then back into reality. of course it should be the right choice and amount of songs.
but well, for that you have my playlist now to make your choice easier.

21 January, 2012

one last day at home

just a small update. today i returned back to germany. it's difficult to have two homes. my heart is and always will be spanish and i have friends and loved ones at both places, which makes it even harder. but i see the good thing in everything. i've had a pretty inspirational time and really worked hard on my novel, even though i'm still trying to figure out a way to make the story even more understandable for everyone. the playlist i made for you in the last post, was a big success. believe me, i have a lot more of them for you, so better be prepared. 


16 January, 2012

sound of january



lately i've been reminded a lot to post more music to the entries and start making mixtapes again, like i did back then. so, why not, i'm a playlist-person anyway. believe me, i have playlists for everything. walking while sad, walking while happy, waking up for every single day of the week, writing sad parts, writing dramatic parts, writing fun parts (of the novel), smoking while sad, smoking while having a martini, and so on... hilarious, isn't it? i'll upload the ones i create for you on 8tracks. simply click play. that easy. i'm still in spain and will return to germany this friday. time passes when i'm home. the people. the moments. the feeling being at home.
this is from last weeks' sunday-brunch. we made the cake ourselves the night before, while i was mixing martinis for everyone (my martinis are the best and driest) 

10 January, 2012

same sky, different place

walking through madrid with no specific place in mind. 
keeping my eyes open for everything that's awaiting me and beautiful to look at. 
waiting for the sun to set so i can look at the decreasing moon,knowing my beloved is staring at the same moon in another place.

09 January, 2012

nothing else matters

when you try your best, but you don't succeed.
when you get what you want, but not what you need.
when you feel so tired, but you can't sleep.

03 January, 2012

it doesn't matter what you create, if you have fun.

i've had a pretty high fever in the past days, but i'm already recovering. meanwhile, i've been to two exhibitions, worked a lot on my novel and had lots of red wine - the best cure when sick. i hope you all had a good start into this new year.